I have a hangover today.  A hangover from that BS, self-centered blog full of self-pity I wrote yesterday.  Thanks to the folks who commented and helped me figure it out.

I am reminded that my higher power is in control, and not me.  I cannot and do not need to seek out joy and happiness.  I cannot find it by myself and I do not need to burden myself with the effort.  I will have faith that I will be taken care of.  I will do the right thing, be grateful for what I have,  and joy and happiness will find me.  I cannot control the outcome, it may find me in a way I do not expect and it likely will not be on my schedule.  Today I am free.


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Trying to find myself, battling alcoholism, and other personal demons. Sharing the journey. View all posts by A Beast Within

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